I suppose I should start this letter with the obvious...the obvious is, well, I miss you. Not in a curled up on the floor, crying my eyes out kind of missing you. Not even in the I think about you every day kind of missing you. In a totally new kind of missing you that I've never experienced before. In a very longing "I wish we wanted the same things but I'm kind of glad we didn't", kind of missing you. See, our relationship was different from the start. It was instant. It was sexy, it was passionate, it was intense and wonderful. But it was also fast, trusting, lonely, and scary. It was never...emotional...or ridden with complicated things like feelings. Mostly, because I don't think either of us ever let ourselves recognize or think about the feelings that were happening. But, what I'm saying is that I shouldn't be surprised that the breaking up portion (not even breaking up because that is too strong of a term, ending is a better word) of our rel...

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